Once in a Blue Moon...
That seems to be how often I come back here to post (not one of the songs in my head), so not what I intended when I started this thing up but definitely what I predicated.
Tonight my head is full of thoughts and ideas and I really don't know where to start. I'll probably keep most of it locked away still until I can rationalize, process and regurgitate back up in a passably entertaining form.
Mainly, I just spent all day, with the exception of a half hour, alone. About an hour ago I realized that I haven't spoken out loud since 1pm. Now I am not talking just to see how long I can go. Its maddening, I forget how much I love the sound of my own voice and that of others as well.
Song Quote Interlude:
I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah.
Let me in,
Let me in to the club.
Cause I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong.
And if memory serves.
I'm addicted to words and they're useless.
End Song Quote Interlude.
I hate being alone, its like punishment to me. The problem is I only have a few people I really enjoy talking to. Most of them have their own lives now and I can't interrupt them all the time for a little inane chatter.
So many people I want to talk to, so many things to say.
Closing Song Quote:
There's things I remember and things I forgot
I miss you I guess that I should
Three thousand five hundred miles away
But what would you change if you could?
I need a phone call
